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[01 Jul 2002|01:02pm]

Oh, wait. It's spraypaint.

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[02 Apr 2002|10:22pm]
[ mood | VICTORIOUS! ]

I haz teh reflexz of a cta!1! w000000t!

So i was mackin mha biotchz adn then tihs mouz cmae out an it waz liek "D1nko u iz teh sux0r!1" adn it rn awey but i waz teh sp33d adn i cort teh mouz by it's tale adn tehn i did teh l33t dans adn i sed,


adn tehn i put teh mouz awey adn it waz sory but i sed "no mouz u is teh sux0r u losser h4h4"

So in English, the mouse escaped and I sat on my fat ass and watched it disappear somewhere underneath the computer desk, in between all the mass of wires and schiznit. And then I decided to catch it, because my sister would be mad with me if I didn't, so I crawled around on the floor, trapped it and caught it. And then I held it up by its tail and did a moronic little dance and laughed at the stupid mouse. And then I felt sorry for its lil ass and put it away. Kwehehe.

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an improvement on last time. ^_^ [02 Apr 2002|01:57pm]
Borderline:Very High
Avoidant:Very High

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Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing themselves injury. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. They think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met.

Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. They are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidant people yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.

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[01 Apr 2002|06:05pm]
Lonely. Nobody talking to me on MSN, AIM fucky, no phone calls or texts or other human interaction.

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[31 Mar 2002|09:52pm]
[ mood | annoying ]

fins, am I okay using some of your fanart on my site? Pretty please? *flutters eyelashes*

Oh yeah, y'all visit MY WEBSITE HERE.

Mwahaha, methinks that's all the plugging that needs to be done. Just so that everybody knows that there are now working links and a guestbook on my site.

Yeah, yeah, I'll go away now. Just making sure that I didn't misspell something. ^_^

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[31 Mar 2002|05:07pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]


So I thought the picture was pretty and it matched the layout. One which I am very proud of. I GOT FRAMES TO WOOORK! ^_____^ Yay for me!

The dog keeps eating the cat food. -_-;; Retard.

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[29 Mar 2002|04:35pm]
[ mood | content ]

Wheee, happiness! Forgetting about mum's sickness and other blargh, things be good. I have many blessings to count, it seems. Mum's not fatally ill, she doesn't have cancer or anything, and it's not certain that she has Menieres. She might have to have brain surgery but I'll look on the positive side and hope it's just a viral infection. The doctor wasn't 100% sure, so, good.

Have been working on a website. Yay! Productiveness is good, and so is being social. Lianne and Nicole r0x0r my s0x0rs.

Mum highlighted my hair, and now it's all blonder. It looked all yellow before, but now I've dried it it looks nice. A change from boring mouseyness anyway. And sitting in the sun has put some colour in my face. Woe, alas, I am no longer scary goth-type person because I'm not chalk white! Eeek!

[mental note: don't take advantage of the sun otherwise you will turn red. must sit in shade from now on.]

And mum just gave me alcohol. And she seems a lot better than last night. And I have lost weight. And dad gave me a tenner this morning and mum will give me fifty quid later on. Oh yes, things have peaked.

And Tyler is extremely cool. You rawk, Tyler! And are very interesting, yes indeedy.

So hwah, will keep up optimistic and happy approach. Mwahaha etc.

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[28 Mar 2002|09:29pm]
[ mood | worried ]

So, yeah, my mum has Menieres disease. She might go deaf. And she'll get lots of vertigo attacks and have to have operations and stuff to stop the tinnitus. I'm gonna find out as much about it as I can so that I can be all supportive and helpful and stuff. Me and my mum might not be the closest people in the entire world, and we argue and stuff, but I'm really worried. She's taking it way too well. Acting like normal. Call me paranoid but I don't like it.

Fuck. I'm off to do something.

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[28 Mar 2002|07:58pm]
My brother's cweepy friends were here earlier. They started talking to my chest and asked them what music they liked. Then the friends started saying that people who sing punk/heavy metal can't sing. Haha. Then I felt uncomfortable for my cleavage and left to use the phone.

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[28 Mar 2002|05:53pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Yaaaay, Easter holidays! ^________^ Mwuahaha, have had a very fun couple of days. Yesterday rawked. Got completely bollocked by Exley, but ignored him anyway. Watched videos all morning, had boringboringboring assembly and then got changed and walked into town with Steph, Mush, Loz, Loz and Jenny. I swear, Mush is sosososo fun. Ate so many sweets and drank so many Panda Pops [or whatever the fuck they're called] that I went uncontrollably hyper.

Walked around this newsagents looking for sugarful drinks to drink screaming, "Sugarfree...? Sugarfree?! I DON'T WANT FUCKING SUGARFREE!" Had lunch at that cafe place on top deck with a couple of cappuccinos. We all got stared at by this group of guys who thought that we were staring at them. Well, Mush was, but only the really gorgeous guy in the middle.

Got a new blue top, dog-collar-wrist-thingit and a veryveryvery nice NIN badge. Saw Rhianna's boyfriend; he seems nice. All split up, and Mush and moi went to Experience and other places. Met up with Loz and Loz in Pilot and got lift home off dad. On the way we saw this guy stood by his car with one hand down his trousers, so we looked and laughed. He and his friends started staring at us, so Mush started winking and stuffs. Was very funny. ^___^

Got back home and then went out with Lianne, Nicole and Kathryn. Sat in Kathryn's house, watching TV and mucking about. Then walked to Jacksons, where Kathryn met some friends of hers and me, Lianne and Nicole stood on the street corner. I started waving at people in cars who quite obviously thought I was a whore. Haha. Lianne dared me to flash this busdriver. I'll say no more.

Ran around like a loonie with a cap on backwards and black lipstick. Was incredibly hyped up on sugar, alcohol and caffeine. Rang Pip but only had 10p so it hang up. ;_; Tried to hijack a tractory digger thingit but then remembered that the police station was opposite. Whups.

Got home and went online. Got told to go to bed but couldn't sleep so laid awake for a few hours. Spent this morning hanging around with Lianne and a group of ten year-olds who asked me to give their friend a birthday wank. Haha, as if.

Which Futurama Character Are You?

Lalala. Miss you. ;_;

Oh well, am off to use the phone. Bye.

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[26 Mar 2002|08:12pm]
I asked my mum if she'd let me stop taking the tablets, I begged and I pleaded but she said I had to finish the course. I don't see why as I'm better now. They hurt when I swallow them, it's weird because they hurt when they go down. Owwwwwww. Need a drink.

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Hell yeah! [23 Mar 2002|08:59pm]

a master of the spear and lance.

quiet; loyal; dedicated
[Final Fantasy Tactics Job Class]

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[23 Mar 2002|01:39pm]
Happy Birthday gizmochan! ^_^

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[22 Mar 2002|09:03pm]
[ mood | loved ]

Things much much better. Georgi was very comforting even though she didn't know it. And the bus journey home was fun, with Cooper and his speshul speshul pink Barbie lunchbox that he stole from a small kid. Haha. And, uhh, Fisher was... kinda pervy. Let us never speak of it again.

Thank you. ^_________^ Not much more to be said. Well there is, but I'm no good at it.

Heehee, my tumbly's all fizzy. And am hyper. I like curly hair. Thank God it's the Easter holidays on Wednesday.


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[19 Mar 2002|09:29pm]
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[19 Mar 2002|08:24pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

Had a fight-ish with Mabel, only 'twas annoying since it wasn't a proper fight. I mean, it was a kinda exchange words whilst looking mad but acting completely rationally and non-mad. I get quite frustrated when that happens because I get annoyed and want to have a proper fight. Like when you DO have a proper fight and afterwards you don't have any anger left, and then you make up and all is well. And it's so boring when it's a non-proper fight and you're still pretty angry when it's done. Argh. Well we're made up now. Which be very good.

Was discussing the subject of abortion with people this morning. That did nothing for levels of debate either since everybody was agreeing with me. I think people should be able to have abortions if they want, since it's their body and all. But meh, I hate it when people define debating as "well I know I'm right and you're wrong even though this is a debate so nobody's wrong, but I don't care and you're wrong anyway so I shall still my fingers in my ears now and ingore you so ner."


Run out of stuff to ramble about. Will bugger off now.

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and your mother's in the kitchen where she's patching up the cracks in the wall. [17 Mar 2002|07:24pm]
[ mood | mischievous ]

got incredibly hyper before due to eaing a whole bag of mini eggs and think i scared Luc or something. am also now eating millions. mmmmmm, sugar. i keep craving sugar lotsandlotsandlotsandlots recently. and keep acting weird. like... non-me weird. but apparently my morbid fascination with death is still here. i found this incredibly fascinating-yet-scary:

this dude killed his girlfriend by stabbing her 100 times and then dumped the body in somebody's driveway. police found his car and chased him around until he drove half-way across the humber bridge, parked his car and got out. then he ran to the edge and threw himself off. no body's been found but if he actually is alive then he'll have washed up somewhere weird. if the tide was up when he jumped then the impact would have killed him, but if the tide was down and the impact didn't kill him then he would have fallen at such high speed that he would have sunk head-first in the muck sludge shit and crap at the bottom and stayed there for a while. probably suffocated or got crushed.


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[16 Mar 2002|08:04pm]

Sarcastic FF X character selector

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save all her ashes for me [15 Mar 2002|08:38pm]
[ mood | flirty ]

Oh God, the horror. Seek help, you're "lmfao". You laugh a little too much.

What internet slang are YOU? | by brit


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[13 Mar 2002|08:06pm]
Ohh, mensch! Ich habe Durchfall! Und du hast keine Haare!Collapse )

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